its raining men. i'm stuck at home now. waiting for daddy dearest to come home from work. hehs. kinda bored now. the brother's sleeping after being out the whole day yesterday. grown up already lah tu ahahaha mcm phm. i'm like strumming the guitar to a stupid tune hahaha freakin boring lahhh.

typed stupid comments with Nas yesternight. ee-dee-yot rhymes with semot selimot wtf hahaha. cheered me up a bit thinkin bout it yo.

got into a stupid argument the same night. idk what came over me uh. sorry love. can I give u my heart? =p

gonna be working from Monday to Thursday next week. i need money okay, who doesn't? oh yeah as well as, kasih sayangggggggggggg lol..

prettay lame ain't i? yes i know shuddup lahh talk to my hand =D

somebody entertain me prease! take me out or something hahaha yeay.

xoxo.

lol.

Here goes my next entry okay ready? ready? ready? ready? hahs. Went to school super early lah today. Because of that boy! He wanna see whether I could wake up and be in school on time. And we had a draw okehh, bebeh hahaha. Passed the EE test which I missed and with help from the book and everaybodayyy I love you all muax muax lol. Had such a blast in school. I really can't wait for the Sentosa trip can? lol.

Recently, I got a call from a company to come down for an interview. I was one of the selected students etc. I actually got the job lah but I kinda turn it down. It's like I'm doing the same thing as my dad and he advised me not to focus so much. The company basically sells health products and stuff. Maybe cuz I talk alot that's why they called. I really let Fad down tho. =/ think I'll stay in TCC fo now. Everybody's like resigning lahs. It's becoming like Chinatown there. Maybe I've yet to feel what they felt after working so long there. Hold on KINNNN. hahs

And now, I feel like crap. I just wished that nothing happened you know? It turned out to be real and not some fantasy. I wanna just throw everythin outta my mind and live my life normally. Well, if I die one day, I'm sorry honey, thanks for the memories =D

Oh man, today's my rest day. Yeah I didn't attend school today cuz I'm very very tired. 3 days straight I'm out shopping and working. Woo. Daym. Anyway, got a test comin up this wednesday. Oh gawd. Met that sumone yesterday, followed by Shafiqah. Yeay! She brightened up my day lah yesterday. Thanx doll. Tomorrow's school and I have to drag my ass to work 2-10 tomorrow. Fuck was the word I said most yesterday cuz I was pissed off. lol.

Omg. What's wrong with guys nowadays? They say they love you. But outside, they act totally different. When you say you love someone, you love them for who they are and not how they fucking look luh. If that's the case, why bother being in a relationship with a girl who's ugly? Why bother calling that girl your girlfriend?? Is it cuz you don't have anyone to talk to at night? Or is it cuz when you're bored, you come looking for your so called girlfriend? FUCK lah. GO GET SOMEONE PREFECT THEN! Go get someone slim and chest like papan! Appreciate! fo goodness sake. It's the inside that matters not the outside. I think that line is out of date cuz all guys are stupid. No offence to those who are good-hearted, as if.

I don't care lahhhhhhhhhhh. go to hell.

I decided to update cuz of Sue bebehs.
im in sch now haha.
pure boredom.
the assignment given was to create some database wtf wtf.
and I can't have access to the software lahhhhhhhh.
stupid siak.
I'm like stuck here doing nothang. omg.
EH SUE ASAL TK DATANG!
kan aku dah marah kannnnn lol.
this comp super lag man.
everything new but useless.
jus feel like taking the monitor home ahaha =D
can't wait for the Sentosa trip.
I'm starting to love my classmates <3

anyway, what's 'tulang kering'?
my brother said it's not seasoned wtf???
seasoned????
hahhhhhhhhhh kanasai
I'm malay, but I sometimes suck at it =/

and..
am I really supposed to be in love again?
I have no feeling eh how ah? how?
tell me why~ ahahaha lame.

replies!
sulastrie/dilemmastar: OI! ahahahahaha yeayy aku miss kau ! aku lagi mendaks sia -_-
acah: pleasure =D dun sad2 okay? okay? smile big big.
faz: YOOOOOOOOOOO =D

I feel fuct up, sore and like a loser
which puts me in the emotion of total rancour
livin in a world of such indifference
heartbreaks, pain, tears, it was a massacre

2 double 07, a new life begins
tryin to fit in and forget the past sins
one shot's all I've got, I just have to live full
cuz dyin too soon transforms a future in fumes

A friend told me, "In Life, you should learn,
not thinkin bout the pain, how ya cried as they earned
the happiness ya had cuz it will be recovered
don't start to ponder
karma baby's still around, don't ya remember?"
Yup. As days go by ma life had turned brighter
stopped pressurin maself wit words of such betrayers
disasters, assholes and stupid bastards
Fuuccckkk yaaa'll.
Ma life ain't goin backwards =)

I WAS DARED LAH TO PUT THIS PIC.

AMEK KAU SETAN.
AHAHAHA.
I LOOK REALLAY STUPID LAH OKAY.
it cheered me up anyway ahahaha.
I GOT 2 DOLLARS! IM RICH! AHAHAHAAHAAAAAAAAA =D